...crying in the party......

...crying in the party...... i am learn to express ,...to do better,,, y so mean? long time no cry!!



眼睛裡的小氣球!


痛
你令我覺得自己好討厭!
第一次,看到的東西都是灰色

m

time runs fast.

Sweet Nov

Octerber is almost over, let's start at the November!

November supposed to be my favourite month!

be mine

belove,,,

渴望

渴望夏天 渴望游水 渴望......蝶式!狗仔式!游向我!

鴻飛老師--> studio

this sat have to go site visit vs the last lesson of 鴻飛老師...... crash together again!!!!!

Hai... i really want to go after that,,,,,***鴻飛老師家 --> studio WOR!!!!!
STUDIO AAAA !!!! 8.8
撞到一正一正!!! 好失望a !!! >.< 我想試試趕去!!! (PS好好好想去..!!), but have meeting after that ..... 魚與熊掌...

我好想問佢買乜相機,,,又想攞部舊相機俾佢睇睇!!
佢上堂話一教教左20年 <-- 誇張仔,,是時候停一停@@ 不是嗎?? am i lucky or unlucky?? 不知道什麼時候再有下一次了!!! 他真是個大好人同好攪笑a,,,, hhaa,,, but he agree to be photographer at sbd Wedding,,,


hai,,,, damn this SAT, ,,,,,,,

梁漢文

聽他的歌 我會.......太愛!!!!


據說友愛比戀愛漫長

無奈愛意沒法設想

對你與對她怎會一樣

如未愛上

又怎可感到你緊張



我們是 哪一種感覺也都可以

假如是 可願意

得如

得如早荼

meet 小克 .. wakaka,,,, later must ask him take photo ... he is so cool !!!
but the lesson is too slience !!

meeting .. ho choi x 2
wrongly dial...so strange , ,, i was startled!!!

..... ..

...做做.... 都忘了為什麼要這樣走.......

day after today

heaaaddache .. after wearing con for 1 day........
shit........

when i can go Barcelona?
When i can go Spain.....?

When i can meet Antoni Gaudi?
Where is his Casa Batlló ?
masterpiece, Sagrada Família?

Singapore

a old style AP.. Singapore,,,
what will be here ? what will it look like?

When i was on the plane, 2 ladies sit beside me ..
sometime they speak English,,sometimes madairn,,even contonese,,.
it is a city like mix and match?
I come out there and thinking what to do.... take a map for in case.

I changed $300 dollars and get 55.6 singapore dolloars only !!
After that, i saw my name on a paper ,,, who ca

依然期待

2nd day of this week,,依然期待電話!

i don't know what i am doing,,, for the whole morning!!!
we decide to go FW to have a walk,,, for the KENSIE design,,, what a gd idea~
A short walk , a short discussion, , , ,,

So, i am a bit late of the lesson la,,,but it is fine,,,,of TT one,,
No mood to have lesson and feel sleepy when watching th video... Instead, i am thinking of the installation works!!!

After lesson, we have a short meeting at OLIVER and force to move to PP,,,,
oo,,, nice ,,, till around 11:10pm....
hungry a,,,,,,,, but no Coffee ,,



start to read ''味道'',,,好好看!!!
又中,,


we all afraid of changing,,,,,but i dont want to look back!!!!

when i am walking on the road, i always image who i will be met this time at this moment.
who is walking on the same st as me.
I will end up with nothing.
if i meet, it seems have some happening between us.
waak,,,

說中了

今天,philippe 不在,,,hea了一個下午..
shit,,,

告訴了華一個不得了的秘密,,其實也沒有什麼大不了,佢問的同個bottle有冇關,,,有就好大鑊la!
一早喝了凍奶荼,就all左成個下午,,,痛苦極了! 沒有心機!


and meeting at 美都...meeting again,,,,
this time,seem much better la,,

給ah man 說中了!
有一種感覺在那刻浮上心口,,,,
他越說越愧疚..

他好像在說人生的目的!
what for? for what?

do u know what are u doing !!??looking for~~

上個星期4鼠左去cl3見工, 未見已經無乜信心!不過,頂硬上,俾個機會自己! 見佬闆,見完之後都已經自己知自己事,,,,衰硬!
佢最後果句..我都好明白他的意思! 咁我d野又係好差既,,,,可以點呢!!! 有冇人可以教下我,畫cad畫快d,畫detail,,,,
hai,,,,,今個星期都不用等了!!disappointed!!!!信心我不嬲都冇乜!!

after the meeting we go STarbuck have a cake, as i have sth feeling bad in my heart!!! also Tiana,,buddy!! i cant help u much..take care!!!
Then, suddenly know that German and Janet gp give up the show,,,i am pretty sad about them~
, 做人應該有始有終ma!!!!D Group mates...



have a CRAZY though today~~~ 好想找你and live where i though you will be there！
good ma?! just for 1 sorry
when 1 pass ssp,,,,

來到今天

帶著昨天的事,來到今天,,,

看了小人國,沒有失望!!
但買不到搭香紀卻無奈!
見有點時間,去了wc影一影相!!

攪到開會遲到,沒有說話的會議,我在人潮散去時...給予了自己充分的藉口!
到10:10分完!!

這張相...!?

------------------------------事隔7yrs,,,

還有機會再見,估計之外!

耿耿於懷

以為時間可以淡化一切,其實依然存在。錯就是錯了!
胸口上的傷口已經結焦,手指踫上傷口。一觸即痛的,原來這次傷了的是手指,,,,

產生了化學作用!

因為遇上一個和黑色人很相似的人,令我不以為然地將他們連起來。
然後,想起,無法,控制,然後,消失,為什麼?

今天,遇上o,沒有太大的感覺,但有一些東西將漸少漸少放進了我的身體裡!
想吐....出什麼說話!
感覺疏離...坐在圈子裡,無法投入,想起往事,有點惘然。


關於黑色人,只有懷念。
在我腦海中,他的樣子已經蒸發卻留下回音。一本書,,一3東西,一段埋葬了的回憶...
記憶體殘餘的狀況...想起他那天緊張的表情, 慌亂的態度,一疊厚厚的紙,藍色file,,,希望我聽他說的聲音,,又再浮現!

我的軟體裡存有他消失前音信全無的...一段落
走了...嚇跑了! 恨嗎? 每次當地下鐵走近ssp時,漸漸我的身體被放進了什麼，總希望遇上他,然後吐出來。


joetam 總叫我放下,,,但像每天早上的鬧鐘,
提醒,不情願,離開,然後,又回來....現在!

一個傻瓜
說出該忘掉的, 卻在海中被釣起. 像救了又像被捉住,
傻瓜依有呼吸,就掙扎,他依然等待被釋放被記起!



我想說的 我估計不到我是如此想念他們!

我以為回憶只不過是單程路!


另一個在這消失時, 摩不著頭腦,,,
電腦桌面上的角落存著另一個,,,
是你很久沒有出現了,,鋪滿塵垢
我抺掉塵埃的後面,一張新面孔出現


板面上選擇..選擇刪除記憶,,,,


讓你走 又想留下你.


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wat hungfei said today is exactly what i wanna point out!!!
as u have to feeling of trave l, everywhere is the same,,,,
Many ppl said i need to go travel,,, yes i want too....
want i need is the spirit/ soul of travel.
sometime we are too familiar with the same situation and then get used to it.
Then, i said i have to go Travel,,,, in fact, everyday i can go and explore sth new in my life.
Not get use to the situation,,,every day is a new day that is travel,, that is my attitude of life.

,後悔

因為太想 所以害怕,,,, 結果,,,,後悔 按了制!!!

meeting in CL3

清除衣服上的香口膠 à 放入冰箱 or 將塊放在香口膠上, 香口膠經過冷凍後會變脆 – 除

walk at WC

something happening,,,,, happenings... my brain turns blank! and continue continue continue continue continue continue continue continue
turn dark......

I feel terrorized. leaning way......




sbd/ sth comes together with fear, silence and dark!

最近, too many thing need to happen at here!就是如此花了一個晚上,一個下午遊逛灣仔區。落錯車總會發生在我身上,沒想到叮叮在路中心掉了我.由得我
由星街開始,找尋一些失落了的感覺,越行越害怕,越想越黑!!



wanna to meet sth,,, different.. up and down,,, left and right,,,, no target ..no direction~~ see the old and new...
meet some strange and funny things,,,

基本上今個星期六,everthing crash togeter,,, exhibition meeting and HW meeting. 究竟也要選其一吧!
至於什麼什麼0個件事,我已經唔想再煩,當無事發生過la!(可以ma?)

到了阿麥,買了陳慧的味道,,,10高興!!wakkaka

很想

我想說，很想很想,,,

不過，又亂up野啦！唔知點回應！

只對空氣說話，呼吸才感到空氣流動！

不再跟我說話後！



冇玩你呀！ 只有當從沒有遇上！



定next week go Singapore!!!!! yeah
總在我遇上痛苦時，給我離開的機會！

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你勉強說出你愛我的原因卻說不出你欣賞我哪一種表情卻說不出在什麼場合我曾讓你動心說不出旅行的意義勉強說出你為我寄出的每一封信都是你離開的原因 你離開我就是旅行的意義~The End~

有時像天才 大部份在發呆愛哭 愛笑 愛吵 愛鬧 愛撒嬌一會兒要這樣 一會兒要那樣自己都搞不懂自己喔..天天 喔..天天 喔..天天 喔..天天喔..天天 喔..天天 喔..天天 喔..天天像我這樣的女孩 有一點奇怪

wat?

i also don't know what i am talking about,,,, don't blame me madai

wonderland is really 迫到埋身la!!


好都希望 T 可以找到鴻飛 影相..
同埋佢可以出席T的WEDDING,,,太好了!
我都好想同佢影張相!!! 小fans心態....
也他坐在我旁..有點失失慌 沒有誇...只差一點就控制不了!!! 亂說話~!! 太吸引了!



BUT I REALLY WANNA GO SWIMMING!



色/戎 沒有看書不敢討論他好不好! 卻說了一星期!
只有別人告訴了我一句:

　　因為沒有戀愛過，
　不知道怎麼樣就算是
　　　　愛上了。

就這樣我給了你 我覺得最適合你的黃。

。

明哂la!!!
給了自己最後的機會,,, 就是這樣完結吧!
這樣子 從沒有開始 從沒有完結

不竟,我開心了一星期,不是嗎?!


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今天,渾噩渾噩!
3點準則到kubrick,hea,...一陣...依然迷茫!!!
準時4時到上海視藝met ah man...
佢今日好爛，我諗artist 係咁！仲要係跳舞呢type，不過又好match佢．．．
he is so nice and gentle!!!

after a while discussion, we have a tour at YMT....
fruitt Market and 3級cinmer...
he told us so much a!!!
一個城市的可愛之處，就是他的過去，，，
沒有過去，那有現在,,,,,不如就把他放在回憶算吧！！

我們去翠華歎coffee!!
喝完杯咖啡 出事..好堅．．．翠華熱咖啡
可能因為無食野，，，頂唔順a...
行行下．．開始肚痛．．又唔係攪肚個款wor,,
還有點腳振振．．唯扶邊行，，又不敢告訴他們．．
一味死撐．．我的習慣！

還興幸我可以由jordan走到MK...

回到家，馬上吃一點東西吧！
希望不會手振．．．但胃就像被偷空了的失落！


－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－


忽然對咖啡敏感的我 再不能喝香滑忌lim的咖啡
但偶然還會想想它 的氣息 令人手振的感覺
淺到白色t恤上已漸漸褪色的烙印 曾經令人討厭

今天
只是習慣失去 從此學習懷念

常常想想 常常問問




如可以再遇上小丑校長,我會問他喜不喜歡喝咖啡?


我從來沒有喝過咖啡,根本又怎知道誰是小丑校長?

RMM

http://www.the-readymade.com/


Hearties, we should kow them.
We met RMM ,the chief editor amber and art director man chung. They are really nice and we can felt their zeal for the creative industry!
Amazing! I wanna be infected.
原來,我好似有the１ｉｓｓｕｅｓ，就這樣２個年頭了！

有時,我會把事情的發生當作是理所當然的,就忘掉說謝謝,就忘掉我們的義務。
這是一件可悲的事!
像他們為我們所安排的,　我有一刻居然忘卻機會是如此的可貴！　我覺得自己好惡恐ａ！

meet 韓 again.. i think she is super super good!!!!
but she always laugh at me ...wakaka...





又中鴻飛陷阱,,,,我們要找target作業!!
黑暗中,我想起你!

可能是我太敏感la,,,2 sensitive
唔好意c!








百分百金基德：溝通不需要語言，相愛不需要相識，戀愛更不可以不徹底。

遇上陌生人

為什麼那個不是我?
可能真的是我
我又不知道怎麼辦??

講笑

today, 又攞我呢講!
冇又點呢?有又點呢!?
大哂a!!!!

都係講笑,,講講下唔知好嬲定好笑..........
你話講笑,咪其實已經講左啦!!!!

---- 有人同我講: 每天每天對鏡自己講野
讚下自己,,你們也會ma?

Singapore

may be,, i can go Singapore!!! yeah!!!!

is consented to go 2 days tim!!!

mmmm ..faked but i am happy!

why like this?
today is 1/10,,,, tired day! but i am happy

shit ,,,, my God,,,

Faked,.. but i am so happy !!!!

送了一首歌...



人地放假,我就冇停手咁...
總算過去了!